I’m up at all hours of the night.
Just thinking about the choices I’ve made and which ones were wrong, which ones were right, and which ones had no other outcome. I am certain about some, others I am not. I’m still confused about most of it. I’m also sorry for the path my mind keeps taking. There is a sick feeling in my stomach, like a roller-coaster at its peak, and my face burns at a glimpse. It was cold, but my feet stayed glued, and now I’m left with the sick feeling in my stomach…